Postman.

 Assalamualaikum. tak jawab dosa. jawab dapat pahala.



  So, setelah memikirkan tentang hal ini beberapa kali, aku meluahkan kepada Umi.



Aku mahu mengambil lesen motorsikal. Jadi aku kemukakan sebabnya pada Umi , sebab nampak muka Umi macam tak puas hati je nak mintak buat lesen motorsikal plak, sedangkan motorsikal pun tak ada. Lagipun lesen kereta kan dah ada katanya.





 Jadi aku dengan yakin nya cuba guna talent aku dalam mempengaruhi orang. Biasalah tu. haha.
Aku beritahu Umi keinginanku untuk bekerja sebagai postman sebagai part time sempena cuti ni. jadi aku perlukan lesen motor.

Yela tak pernah pulak aku nampak postman pakai kereta. postman yang upgrade sikit kot.

 

Tapi respond Umi macam hampeh je. dia hanya gelak. dan gelak lagi. Katanya aku ni pelik.




 Apa. aku nak travel-travel ja.

Rapuh

  Sebagai seorang manusia tak dinafikan kadangkadang aku kecundang. dan setiap masa dihadapi dugaan. aku juga tidak mampu mencapai semua yg aku inginkan. dan kadangkadang aku leka dan lupa untuk meminta kepada Dia yang pasti memberi jawapan , lambat atau cepat. 

   So Umi memainkan tugasnya dengan sangat bijak. dia cakna dengan keadaan aku yg memang sedang leka sekarang, apa lagi time cuti panjang ni. And aku juga agak kecewa dengan diri sendiri. dek kerana resultku tak begitu memudahkan aku meneruskan kos yang diingini.


   Jadi dalam perjalanan ke Kota Bharu berdua bersama Umi. dia bercerita tentang si kecil Yah.




   Kata Umi dia terdengar Yah sedang berdoa dengan tidak sengaja. biasalah budak 7 tahun doa macam dalam kelas. doa kuatkuat.



  " Ya Allah , Yah nak main bola. tapi orang laen tak bagi Yah maen sebab Yah kecik lagi. Tolong Ya Allah.

Ya Allah tolonglah jangan bagi pensil Yah kena curi lagi. Yah tak nak kena marah lagi. Amiiiinnnnnn... "


Subhanallah... sungguh besar keyakinan seorang kanakkanak kecil terhadap Penciptanya walaupun baru 7 tahun dia mengenal Penciptanya. sungguh aku berasa malu. malu dengan kesombongan aku untuk meminta. Walhal aku tahu, Dia Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Mengasihani.



    Pesan umi lagi, jangan merintih pada orang laen , jangan merintih pada diri sendiri, tapi merintihlah pada Allah Azzawajalla. Dia sentiasa ada.

The late Tok Ayah

   I've never met my dad's father. I've never seen his face in real, all i've ever seen was an old photo of him and that happened to be  years ago.

And I dont even remember how he looked like.


But as far as I know is that my grandfather was a very wise man. It had been proven when I found a huge cupboard of old  Reader's Digest in his old house.

 And still we cant judge people simply by that. That is why abah told me a story about him.


   It was about 40 years ago and abah was preparing himself for hir first day of Standard 1 the next day. His mom, or my grandmother, was buzy packing things for his first day in school.

 While abah and grandmother were busy packing things, tok ayah (grandfather) called abah and asked him to sit beside him.
   He gave abah a line, "please teacher may I go to toilet." , and asked abah to memorize it immediately that night. Abah just did it without knowing why.


   Apparently the next day, abah was the only kid in his class that didn't pee or poop in class. So...looks like tok ayah knew what was more important.
Cool isn't it ?

                                                           Standard 1 and 2 3rd Annual Price Giving and Speech Day. (18.11.1961)

Colour Blind

     

 The recent news about racism reminds me of a story that happened the past two years.


   My brother Yah was 5 that time. my father, Yah and me were heading to Kedai Muda Osman ( a bookshop).
we were passing by a chinese workshop. there was a chinaman sitting on a stool, he looked at us with a cold look and my father and me just ignored him and walked straight to the bookshop.
and little Yah just followed us from behind.

                                             this is actually in Tumpat.(gambar hiasan)

 
   Then suddenly a cute little chinaboy holding a hard Ultraman toy ran towards Yah.

 
    both my father and the chinaman were shocked. and so do I.  the chinaman rush towards his boy- afraid that he would hit Yah with his toy.


    but before the chinaman even reach the boy, the little boy held out his Ultraman toy to Yah. that cute little living thing gave the toy to Yah, who is a Malay boy with tan skin.


    and that stunt us.


how children can be so pure. so innocent. so non racist. and so colour blind.

 yes. children are colour blind.


that put us, adults or young men and women, into a big shame. how could we judge people, and discriminate them just because they are different from us. just because of our skin are different we cant treat them differently. and worse, unfairly.


  the most important thing is unity. we have to unite for the sake of Malaysia, for the sake of our generation-guys, and your children generations-moms and dads and also the upcoming generations and so on.
andi believe unity  brings peace.



  so cheer up. smile to everyone, even to those who were darker, or fairer than you. show your respect to others.and stop stereotyping.

 because how one generation loves, the next generation learns.



   I just hope that we could go back to those days when we played with friends from different backround and races without any sense of racism. what we see is only Ali, Ah Meng and Raju. nothing more. nothing coloured-ful.

Sarcastic punya adik

Adik kecilku Yah sudah mengenal seni sarcasm sejak kecil lagi. Apabila umi bertanya sudahkah dia solat Maghrib sblm tgk kartun ;

" dah tiga kali umi tanya soalan tu lah "

  " umi kan dah biasa tanya tiga kali". Aq mengulas mesra sambil tersenyum ke arah umi.

" yelah. Umi suka buat mcm tu jugak waktu selawat. Baru afdal. "

Varitey of thinking

My brother Pang is a type of boy that asks everything that happens around him. He always makes me think differently with his questions, jokes and opinions.
" Pang boleh tolong along tak ? "
  " ape ? "
" tolong amikkan henset along dlm blik, tgah charge "
" charge positive ke negative ? "
-_-

Biasalah orang bujangkan.

I am the eldest daughter in my family. Umi got me when she was 21.and abah was 40 that time. Yes, umi and abah have a very huge age gap. Around 19 years apart. So boleh dikatakan masa abah umur 19 thn, umi bru lahir.
That was so amazing.
and umi is the only wife he had.so far insyaAllah.

If there is love after marriage, I wouldnt have to go far to look for a couple, my parents are there.
they didnt know each other before they got married back then.

Mungkin aku akan lalui benda yang sama. Maybe I will get married to someone I dont even know now.

Well, hi then :)

XX XY

Whenever I watch korean shows I got myself very excited. And abah that usually reading nearby pauses.glares at me.and continue to read.

Very much opposite to umi, that runs towards me from the kitchen, just to tell me to stop fangirling.

Oh I love the way my abah being cool and umi being cute.and I could see the difference between genders. Haha.

Pujian membawaku terbang.

Hari ini adik pergi sekolah.macam biasa. balik sekolah dia cerita, katanya guru kelas puji dia hari ini.


  "cikgu Mimi kata Yah hensem tadi.(sambil buat omwork) "

"boleh percaya ke cikgu tu ? "

   "Em ! cikgu kata Yah hensem macam Andy."

"Andy.. ? "

   "Andy tu semut dalam buku Andy the Ant.. "

"ooo......pastu semua orang gelak ?"

   "semua orang cakap ' wahhhhhhhh' dekat Yah "

"pastu Yah buat macam mana ?"

   "Yah x buat ape-ape pun. Yah lupa diri."

inilah Andy 3:

Result Asasi.

Alhamdulillah.

ucapan di atas bukan bermaksud resultku bagus. bukan bermaksud resultku teruk juga. hanya, sedang-sedang je. bolehlah. tapi ucapan ini mengajak kita semua bersyukur. syukur diatas segala nikmat Allah, termasuklah apapun result yg kita dapat. jangan leka, jangan alpa dgn dunia, tanpa kesedaran akan nikmat Allah. peringatan untuk diri dan semua. wallahualam. :)